what have i done?
what have i asked for?
i fear for the answers i got when i pray...
sometimes, i think it would have been better not to ask for anything...
i have to be ashamed of myself...
i ask...and i'm not thankful...
forgive me Lord...
i know you know better...
and still i never fail to recognize your surprises...
how could i ever be so blind...
so doubtful...
how could you ever love me?
how could you ever draw me closer to you?
i have failed you so many times...
i lost count...
help me dear Lord, to muster courage enough to bear and take
whatever you bring my way...
take my hand Lord...
guide me in this path You have led me to take...
i wouldn't last without You...